A year ago tomorrow I buried my mother-in-law after she went to the hospital for abdominal surgery. Today I am sitting by my mother's bed in the hospital. She just had abdominal surgery and appears to be having some problems. They don't know why but she is confused and combative. She is hallucinating and had started talking to my dad who has been dead for 9 1/2 years. I'm a nurse, I get ICU psychosis, but I've also seen people die and she scares the hell out of me. Lord, what is your plan? Lord, I don't want to find out I have the strength to go through this again so soon. Lord, please heal my mom because this feeling of deja vu royally sucks.
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